| jellyfish are assholes. total, unrelenting, undifferentiating assholes. |
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| i'm in alabama... last week i was in six different states. talent!
my family rocks. last night we [all six of us] piled on a king size bed and watched pee wee's big adventure. honestly. we're awesome.
i'm getting tan and its weird. its sooo nice here and i don't want to leave saturday. i miss my cat and a select few individuals, but that's it.
"as long as everyone i'm dating knows i'm still single." i'm a player. |
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| whew... yeah. just got back from columbus. hot damn. you have no clue how much i miss that place, those people, that complex, those highways, that skyline.
i love it so much, but all visiting does is deepen the contrast between what i have and what i gave up. damnit. i don't belong in this town.
i'm partying by myself tonight. the good ole days... we know how we do; i miss steph. especially right now, with antsy fingers, a sore throat, and an irrepressible urge to clean things.
i'm commiting my favorite sin, but this pathetic nostalgia is reversing all the best parts. instead of drive, i get apathy... what have i got to drive towards? fucking warsaw? i miss the euphoria of a substance, i miss the stress that gave me a reason to get the hell out of bed, i miss my friends.
One entry found for remorse.
Main Entry: re·morse 
Pronunciation: ri-'mors
Function: noun
1 : a gnawing distress arising from a sense of guilt for past wrongs : SELF-REPROACH | |
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| i got a drink. [local success.] |
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| i need a drink. [life in warsaw.] |
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